Sorry for not updating.. Somebody has stole my laptop, old digicam, and external hard disk. So I've lost ALL of my portfolios, photos, musics, videos, and many others. They were stolen in my place.. It was strange.. The key was not broken, it was just unlocked. I didnt know why.. Maybe the thief have the duplicate.
At first I was shocked and stressed out. I didnt want to tell my parents. I was crying all night, sad and scared. My boyfriend took me to a medicine man, so I got a therapy. That was the hardest day of my life!
I learn a lot from that moment. I try to let it go although it is hard.. It's not about the tools, but.. all those memories.. all my 6 years works.. they were gone. I feel like I have amnesia!
Now I'm feeling better.. I've moved to a new place (still near that place), but still searching another place that is more comfortable. A place that make me feel save, and no strangers could enter, again. Trauma? yes, I am.
Goodbye my memories.. be good out there..
Her last pic..